Losing My Patience
This was an interesting week for this nigga. Alright, on sunday or monday or some time around there, I don't care to remember, my friend in in the seventh layer of hell asked me out. Of course the first thing to come to mind would be my ex-girlfriend. I though for a while. I was so sad when we broke up, three weeks had passed and I wasn't over her. But I remember her telling me what a worthless piece of shit she thought I was, and I figured she was over me so... what the hell? Why not. The nhe unexpected happens one day later. So Erick called me on three way with Jaycee on the line. It is just small talk for a while but then Jaycee starts saying shit like, "I can't belive you already have a girldfriend bla bla bla..." So I was like "Its been three weeks and you basically told me that you want me to die slow." And the we stopped for a while and either her or Erick asked "Do you l*** her?" and I said "No." and she said "Why would you go out with someone if you don't l*** them?" I was losing my patients now. "It was a fucking last minute decision." And then she said something that enrgged me. "Just trying to forget the past huh?" It was silent for a while then I said something along the lines of "Shut the fuck up Jaycee, the only thing you are pissy about is that I am not going out with you." "noooo" "Don't fucking lie! You are mad because I am going out with someone else, bla bla bla..." In the end I was mad at Erick, Erick was sad because I was mad at him, he thought Jaycee was mad at him, Jaycee was mad at me and sad because I was mad at her. None of us have spoken to eachother since. Now I know why Jaycee and I don't talk on the phone anymore. I'm not into posting long posts but there will be more tomorrow. Been a while since I've had something to post about.
2 Comments:
...woah...i can truthfully say this is why i have never had a relationship...dude, man, i hope things start going better for you...
ryn: perhaps the innocent elsewhere may dance, but those i can save, i cannot allow them to follow where i have gone. fade from black and become like fire...fade from fire and become like ice...fade from ice and become like blood...i wish you hope
dang! Well do you like the gurl you are with now? She dont make you feel like shyt does she? If she has a really nice personailty or if she has what you are currently wanting ...stay with her. You are moving on... your ex probably didnt think you would bounce back after the break up... hell she probably wanted to hear some begging on your part. she probably also cant seem to find someone that will take the time to figure her out ..like you did...and she wish she had someone special right now... but who knows...I dont think Erik knew she was going to act like that on the phone...so you might want to call him later for some Chit chat... also... maybe he has more inside scope on your old gurlfriend... like y she acted like that.... she probably was gonna ask you back and she wanted Erik for support... but then you hit her with some rough info.... hmmmm could be... will I have type to much info and my fingers hurt... how was school now thatyou are back??? have a great weekend ...bye
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