We Are Eye-Level

Well, I guess Jaycee thinks I am some pathetic sap but what can ya do? Oh well. I can't help it if I am totally fucked up, but she is right. I am pethetic, and I didn't realize- until she pointed it out- that I am a controlling asshole that wants everyone to feel as bad as I do. But actually... I have to disagree with the second part. I don't think anyone should feel as bad as I do. Its just that so many things have turned me cold over the years. But Jaycee... admit it, you're not much better than me. You can't look down your nose because we are eye-level. Think about it, you thrive on making people feel like shit, ridiculing them on every aspect of themselves but if you have a flaw, its okay. You're right its not your fault, it takes two to tango. And I am willing to accept the fact that I cuased the break up. But what you did was just plain down rightcold and wrong. You should have said, "*****, I don't l*** you anymore." Dont fucking give hints and the cold fucking shoulder. That is just plain fucked up.