Pigtastic-Ride
Welcome to day one of my three day suspension. No worries though. My family isn't pissed off because the guy who got in trouble with me, (Renne) his mom came by and we (My grandmother, uncle, he, his mother and myself) have discovered that my school hates diversity. I am so thankul that his mom came by or my grandma would have a grudge. All we were doing was trying to erect a three tier piggy back ride and we toppled over. Then the Hawk (Vice Principal) claims that the sixth graders who witnessed this wrote letters saying the three of us were in some kind of wierd orgy on the ground. Brandy- the base of our Pigtastic ride- didn't get in trouble. Renne got five days because he is on his second offnse. But that doesn't make sense bacause he had five on his first offense. Anyhoot the whole thing is bull shit and our parents have left it to us to expose the steriotypical, racist, pole smoking, bullshit Hawk for what she really is and possibly have her fired before she can do this to the next group of people that can think for themselves.
3 Comments:
Good for you on the whole fighting the Hawk thing. I think school administration gets really carried away sometimes.
I'm sorry if my comment on Shadow's last post offended you. I think I might know a little more than you think and I in no way gave my "whole fucking life long story." As I'm sure is true with you as well, my "whole fucking life long story," would take up a little more space than that.
Also, if Shadow didn't want some kind of reaction to the cutting, then Shadow wouldn't have posted it on the internet. Speaking from experience, cutting is a way, at least on some level, to show others that something is wrong.
I am in no way telling Shadow what to do. If he/she wants to keep cutting, I know there isn't anything I or anyone else can do about it. I'm not going to look down on it either because I did it for a really long time. I know what it is like, how satisfing it can be. I also know where it lead to and it sucks.
I also know that I didn't think anyone else understood how I felt when I was cutting and I think it would have helped me a lot if I would have found someone who had gone through it to talk to.
I'm not trying to "fix" anyone. Acutally, I don't think anyone is even broken. I just want to do for someone else what I wish someone would have done for me.
I'm not the kind of person that believes the world is hunky dorey. I know it sucks. Life sucks most the time. There is no pot of gold at the end of a rainbow, no fairy tale romance, no happy ending. I'm not trying to trick anyone into believing that either. I guess I just thought it would be nice to let Shadow know that he/she isn't the only one. Sometimes it is nice to know you aren't the only "messed up" person. In my oppinion, we "fucked up" kids are more sane than the normal ones.
Sorry if that is being too optimistic for you. I like to think of it as realistic, but whatever.
Show the Hawk whats up. But dont do anything that might draw attention to yourself as trying to be disrespectful. Damn i thought you had to get in to a fight to get kicked out of school... so you can pretty much write all types of letters saying you saw this person doing that or this and no adult has to witness it???? oh hell no!! you are right about the f*ck them all. But as far as the killing.... i can not agree with this due to all life (except my ex -boyfriend) is a treasure. And I am happy to hear that shadow is back!!! So I might just go over there to the site and see what all the hype is about... LOL take care Shade and you do count !!!
hmm, i see you started the word verification thing. *grins* and you thought it bad when i had it.
WTF? that's screwed up. geez, so letters are all you need. i'm sure that there's some kinda rule about that in their 'most holy list of rules' or something. geez, i hope you get Hawk good, just be careful, from experience i know that you can get into some real bad trouble from those kinda people.
ah, i don't mind people saying that on my blog. better than calling me evil, gothic, and screwed in the head...i get that a lot. but seriously, i know what they mean, so it's all good. i'll take advice no matter what it is, even if i don't like it. don't mean i'll follow it or even agree with it, but i'll listen. and yeah, i post about cutting because people either stay and know about my darkness or they flee in terror. i don't want anyone who's false talking to me. or who has ideas about me being something i'm not. if it ever starts to bother me, i'll either post it on my blog, or tell the person to not talk about it. but for now, it's all good
much hope
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