Who The Fuck Am I Kidding?
The way I feel about relationships is very negative. Whenever I ask a girl out, I always feel like it is the most pointless thing I will ever do. I see relationships as a tiny escape from reality. I ask a girl out with this in mind: "Why am I doing this? We are just going to break up in two weeks." So I knew when I asked out Jaycee that we are going to break up. I never know why my relationships will end, but I feel that I am destined to die alone without caring. I had false hope for a short amount of time with Jaycee. I said "This might actually work." Who the fuck am I kidding? Now she wants to break up with me. I know it. I just want to stay with her for a few simple reasons though. 1. I don't want her do do something she will regret for the rest of her life. I say that becasue she is easily minipulated. 2. Her life sucks. Her father, sisters, cousins, aunts uncles grandparents, everyone in her family looks down on her, and neither her, nor I, know why. 3. She is valuable and unique to me. 4. I have no one else. She is the only one who actually cares for me in any way shape or form. Oh well, what can ya do? 4 months. Thats how long we have been "going steady". And this is longest I have gone out with someone I like. Actually like. Ain't that a bitch?
posted by ShadeofDeath at 10:38 PM
6 Comments:
hey, dude, just hold on. did she actually say that she doesn't want to go with you anymore, or is this something that you're just kind of guessing? chicks can be pretty mysterious...especially in a relationship. just hang on a little, don't end things with her, let her if she is going to. it's dang obvious that you still have a real thing for her. so don't end it just cuz you're pretty certain that it might end, what happens if you end it then find out that she didn't want it to end?
You need to talk to her about it, and tell her how you feel about the situation. She might not want to break up with you. Did she physicaly say that she wanted to? If she didn't then you need to go and ask her.
I'm sorry I had sex with your girl friend, but I had to let that off my chest.
I just had to do it.
due that was severly weak.
as far as the I love you goes... that dont mean she dont care. Since you moved away or started going to this new school, when is the last time you have all seen each other? And be honest with your self , yeah I know she seems like the only person who seems to care for you and you think that you can help her better by being in her life but maybe you would do better if you were both just friends.vice boyfriend/girlfriend. seems to meshe might need s friend than a boyfriend. But what do i know
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