Brain Damage

My plan for school was to be a loner, then find a nother loner and start my own group. That is going under though. I am hanging out with a guy with brain damage, a new kid, a punk, and some guy that I never really met. They are pretty cool.

Then Vulgarities

Someone help me please! I am going to a new school, and they have never seen a goth before. At least nintey different people walked up to me with their goddamn posses and asked the same goddamn questions. And somehow everybody knows my fucking name! But tward the end of lunch, this one girl just wouldn't leave. I tried not talking, then vulgarities, then I straight up told her that I didn't want her hanging around me. So I talked to someone and I am gong to take their advice, I am going to give one person a chance tomorrow. I pick the blondie.

Calling Basses, Guitars

This nigga is gettin pissed. Donate you opinion to me in this debate between me and my sister. Since 90% of the people who post on his blog are assumed rockers (confirmed for Shadow), your opinoions are valid. I believe that basses and guitars are polar opposites, and I am sick of people calling basses, gutars. It is a mockery of the instrument! But my sister believes that calling a bass a guitar is okay because they are practically the same. What do you think?

At Least It Doesn't Hurt

I pierced my eyebrow a few months ago, and just now my body is rejecting it. It still looks cool, but like, it used to be furthur in my face, now the hole is moving forward in my face, and it is gonna fall out, but at least it doesn't hurt. So anyway, all my friends arein school, including my girlfriend, and I don't start for another week. This sucks. And my story is getting harder to write because the situations are getting really thick. I might have a case of writers block, but I am gonna keep trying.

Aquired Knowledge

If teenagers are so wrong, and racism is a thing of the past, why is it that the people that act mostly on race is teenagers? Now adays everyone is profilng everyone but not when they are six and seven, not when they are thirty and fourty, the epicenter of all racism and, the most aquired knowledge of other races is 14 throgh 21. This ia a disturbing thing if you think about it. I say that because, and I quote my friend "...everything in our lives shapes who we will ultimately become." So imagine if we are being told for 12 years how wrong we are and that specific races have specific traits, what does that make the world in 3o years? That only recreates the past, discrimination and segrigaton. And there is noth we can do about it.

BEFORE YOU READ

Before you read this post read the previous one. Then tell me what you think of this comment. I found it to be offensive.

Natalia said...
I use the N word in class when talking about stereotypes. However, you must admit that by putting the word in popular songs, people of all ethnicities are becoming comfortable with using the term. I am not sure that ball can be stopped. The meaning and usage has been changed.

The Buisness End Of An Icepick

It bugs me when people I know think it is okay to say "Nigger" just because they have been haging arond me for so long. And then when they say it in front of someone that disapproves of their ussage, and they use me as an excuse, "Well my friend is black". It highly offends me. I swear if a non-black person calls me a nigger, they are gonna find themselves looking at the buisness end of an icepick, verry closley. With an ecxeption for my Mexican friend Erick, I completely brain washed him into believing he is black. Its funny s hell cause if I call him a mexican he gets pissed. Heh heh.

Blow It All To Hell

I feel like placin 40 nulear bobms in everycountry across the worl and blowingit all to hell. I don't feel like typing but later onn i can tell you.

Nothing

Nothing to post about, for I am bored as fuck

My Own Enigmality

Is it bad when you read and can feel the branwaves being stimulated?I have recently put down Prince of Persia and have been occupying my, oh so, time filled schedule to read a book. When I start reading I can't stop, and I can feel my brain actually doing somethng- as if I were in school- more than just "A" "B" "X". This but this event could be on occasion that I enjoy recieving knowedge. But what do I know, latley, my own enigmality has been readjusted due to the low fidelity and increased consiousnes. Its fucking anoying.

I Can Say "Nigger"

I discovered recently that my life doesn't suck all that bad. I was talking to some dumb bitch on the internet, and she is white, and I decided to fuck with her little head (no hard to do since she is so goddamn gullible). I started typing in lyrics to a rap song that I was lisening to and I realized I have a privilige that makes some people jealous. I can say "nigga" (nigger what ever is your preference)! HA I ws saying to her "I can say "nigga" and you can't and sh was like "I can say it" and i was like "but then I would kick your ass". The simple pleasures of life..... especiallly in being black.

"Fuck"

I need a goddamn life. I am secluding myself and losing all social contact. I feel loike walking outside, screaming "fuck" as loud as I possibly can and seeing who responds.

Sooooo Bored

Soooooo bored too bad I can't post about a personal issue but the person it is about reads this shit sooooooo, I would be digging myself a deeper hole

Please Tell Me You Are Trying To Tell Me Something

I am really nervous, my girlfriend sent me a sex poem and so the next time I speak to her I am gonna ask, "are you trying to tell me something? Please tell me yuo are trying to tell me something." Tee Hee. NERVOUS!!!!!

Nothing to post about, check back some other time